Outside my window. I feel its a bit symbolic of how December has started out for me. Today I am thinking some big thoughts, learning some hard lessons, and asking God to help me know my role and not stray from it. I feel like I am constantly fighting a dark cloud. Not depression, not sadness, not anxiety, but I feel like I am pushing against something spiritual. The moment I take a step forward a dark cloud pushes me a step back. Where does that leave me? Right where I started.
I may have to write a manifesto. If I do, l’ll let you know. Maybe I’ll even post it here.